Friday, April 22, 2005
GUILTY, GUILTYi feel soooo guilty right now. if we hadn't turned back for just 1 smoke none of this shit would happen. i'm really sorry. i was not there when you needed me. ahhh. why did thiam and i turn around. shit. trouble was brewing but we ignored it. our selfishness on our part was partly to blame. not exactly scolding you thiam. as in both of us. no offence. why ? and why do some people try to deny the obvious of the obvious. if you think people in the world are as dumb as you, i'm so sorry but you thought wrong. i was not there as a friend, as a bro. i could only help you after things happened. fuck. this will drift across quickly, once everything is over. i doubt school life will ever be the same again. with fear brewing in us. so it's okay. we'll stand side by side like soldiers and be there for each other. sorry man. takkaire k. peace out bro.

4:34 PM