Tuesday, April 19, 2005
ok la. i won't suspect anyone. promise. man. seeing people going through tough love times. makes me seriously wonder. why want to get a girlfriend now ? hmmm. ya lionel time to slap your own face and think carefully. yupp. that's what i'll do. slap slap slap ! so anyway, i also now hate a certain breed of humans. the kind that rush you like there's no tomorrow. man. i know live your life to the fullest but not like this. like faster leh faster leh. i'll get pisseed and tell that guy or girl off if he or she does that. human breeds. maybe God is tryna say that "son-ny boy, now ain't the time to find a stead, it's time to study and do what's right ok my boy ?" maybe maybe. i don't know. that's why maybe it's so darn fucking stagnant ? hmmm. sighs. come to think of it, maybe living life wasn't meant to be easy, yea i know dad's been telling me this but not getting into me. but maybe now it just hit the spot and made my brains realise what's really going on. friends you don't know whether they really are friends ? this kind of things are only there to make us more alert so that we won't get backstabbed next time in the secular world i guess. god's placing all these darn obstacles infront of us to show us that this is the REAL world and not some fairytale land with cute little goblins and shitheads running around happily. wake up man. life is just dull till you really got what it takes to live it. sigh. why does life really suck so much ?! okay guess this is a long post. stopping here people. peace out and chill more. SUCK ON THAT !

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