Tuesday, April 12, 2005
hmmmmmm. things have been rather screwed up for me. sigh. i think i'm gonna drop physics cause i keep failing it. 3 tests in a row. how solid. and amaths was rather difficult today. gonna fail as well. hai. next topic ->

class fund. 380 380 380. teacher said i had to pay 100 bucks out of it so erm i didn't mind. but thank god he gave me 3 such wonderful friends that i now know would help me in most circumstances. kudos to JOSEPH, POONIE and last but not least ZUL. these guys are awesome, they offered to pay 25 bucks each of the 100 bucks so that means i only have to pay 25 ! plus another 44 means altogether 69 bucks. UNFORTUNATELY, i seriously am suspecting someone. after a day's thought i realised that this could piece up some stuff. i didn't suspect you cause you are my good friend but sadly i have to. WHY ?! if you are the one i will be seriously utterly dissapointed..... yes now we have to be very aware of people around us. fuck all those motherfuckers who tried to fucking protest against me. duh i know i had to bear some responsibility but you made me pay a fucking 100 bucks after someone stole from me ?! fucking retards. i hate fuckers who are like this but i was not in a position to say anything cause it was partly my fault. so watch out mofos, i know who you are. and if YOU my suspect i really find out that you stole it. you better fucking have something to explain to me man.

explicit content. parental advisory.

so i will not hide, it's time to try, anything to be with you.

3:58 PM